An Unknown
Quantity of a Girl
a Jane Austen fan fiction vignette
by Lucy
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"Yes, Miss Bennet, interest;
for do not expect to be noticed by his family or friends, if you wilfully act
against the inclinations of all. You will be censured, slighted, and despised,
by every one connected with him. Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name
will never even be mentioned by any of us.Ó
Jane Austen
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Darcy marries
Elizabeth against his family's wishes, but Colonel Fitzwilliam is determined to
support his cousin, while Darcy is confident that Elizabeth will, with time,
win their esteem.
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"Richard," the Earl intoned impatiently as he
awaited the arrival of his first guests, "it has occurred to me. This Mrs.
Darcy, she is not one of those simpering kinds, is she?"
"Oh no," the Colonel laughed, "not at all
the simpering kind. Whatever made you believe that?"
"As I was dressing the thought was born that Darcy can
be such a demanding fellow. I wondered if he would want a simpering sort to
always have his way." The Colonel only laughed again. "She is not
garishly bold either I hope."
"She is neither an Amazon nor a fainting flower. Why
such impatience, father? They shall arrive shortly and all your questions will
be answered of themselves."
The Earl and Lady Maria, much to Darcy's chagrin, had not
been inclined to make the acquaintance of the now one month since Mrs. Darcy in
an intimate family setting. Instead they had merely included the Darcys as one
more set of guests at a moderately large dinner party. There would be no
shunning, nor were there to be special attentions. While it is true that prior
to his marriage Darcy, accompanied by his sister, would have most certainly
dined with the Earl and Lady Maria with some regularity while both family
parties resided in Town, it is also true that Lady Maria's recent indisposition
made the absence of such invitations not wholly unusual. Indeed, Darcy had long
been on good terms with his aunt and uncle and it is not perhaps too much to
suppose that the Earl and Lady Maria, in particular, had some unwillingly felt
remorse at the unhappy words exchanged with their nephew upon the announcement
of his engagement, and so perhaps they had wished to avoid the possible awkwardness
of an intimate family setting. Whatever the case, the Colonel suspected Darcy's
irritation with the arrangement was why he was so unaccustomedly late arriving
this evening. Darcy was making a point, he concluded, by ensuring what he by
nature loathed, the full attention of a room. Thereby plainly demonstrating to
the Earl and Lady Maria that he was proud of his wife and that he would not
abide with their ill conceived effort to push her unceremoniously into a
corner, if you will, like a poor relation.
"Mr. and Mrs. Darcy, and Miss Darcy," intoned the
footman neutrally. At that moment the Colonel was certain the entire room had
taken a collective intake of breath in anticipation of the couple's entry. While
Darcy's circle of friends in Town had, for the most part, happily made the
acquaintance of the new Mrs. Darcy, this substantially more formal circle of
which the Earl and Lady Maria where among the luminaries, had not, and
curiosity was understandably peaked.
Darcy and Elizabeth, with Georgiana timidly behind, walked
confidently into the drawing room. The entire assembled company turned their
gaze upon the party and beheld what, with honesty, could only be described as
an impressively handsome trio. The Colonel was at first concerned as he quickly
noted that Darcy wore his most impenetrable scowl, but when he turned his gaze
to Elizabeth, where the rest of the room's gaze had immediately and
persistently gone to rest, he noted the playful, amused gleam in her eyes and
concluded that it would be a very entertaining evening. He was sure, if nothing
else, that some in the room were surprised by her appearance, anticipating, as
they surely were, a slightly awkward and unrefined country girl. As a gentleman
very partial to the ladies, the Colonel could, with a certain erudition
regarding the fairer sex, measure her success with a degree of impartiality. If
she did not look quite as sweetly, warmly alluring as she had that morning when
he had found her alone with her husband, she was, undeniably, quite perfect
this evening. Everything in her appearance was as it should be: neither too
humble, nor too grand, she was faultlessly elegant. Her pleasing figure was
becomingly dressed in a fine, pale yellow silk that bestowed upon her presence
a distinct impression of lightness, of naturalness. She had adorned herself
with only delicate pearls whose milky whiteness accentuated her bright, creamy
complexion. Handsome and poised, with her hair arranged in a more sophisticated
manner than had been her custom as an unmarried girl, her lovely, fresh
countenance was beautifully framed and her eyes sparkled with mirth and
intelligence. She gave the affect of a refreshing, crisp spring morning breeze
sweeping through a too long closed drawing room. On the arm of her tall and
elegantly attired husband she was, indisputably, a credit to her sex.
"May I have the honor of presenting my wife, sir, the
former Miss Elizabeth Bennet. Mrs. Darcy, my uncle, the Earl of ____."
"Mrs. Darcy, an honor," the Earl replied coldly,
with a stiff, slight bow.
"The honor is all mine, I am sure, your
lordship," she replied with a perfect, deep curtsey. Raising her head she
looked him squarely in the eyes and smiled. As she did so, the Colonel saw his
father momentarily arrested, looking surprised.
Collecting himself, the Earl, without a word more of
welcome or congratulations, an omission that did not go unnoticed, spoke
blandly, almost indifferently. "Mrs. Darcy, how have you been enjoying
your stay in Town? I understand you are just lately arrived."
"Lately, sir?" she replied innocently, eyebrow
tellingly arched. "We have been in Town these three weeks now, sir."
"Hmm, yes," the Earl remarked roughly. "And
you have been enjoying yourselves."
"Oh very much sir." Elizabeth's voice was tinged
with that unique mixture of archness and sweetness that so often left her
listener confounded regarding her meaning. "I have had the great honor of
making the acquaintance of a number of Mr. Darcy's friends. They have all been
so agreeable and welcoming. And of course, I have the delight of regular
intimacy with my dear aunt and uncle who reside in town."
As she finished her statement she smiled again, an
unassuming, warm smile and the Earl looked at her completely perplexed, while
the Colonel and Darcy exchanged an expression of amusement. It was evident that
the Earl did not know how to interpret her seemingly inoffensive commentary. He
could not be sure, it was clear, if she was boldly chastising him for his own
lack of attention or simply innocently describing her experiences in Town.
"Indeed," he finally replied as he shifted
awkwardly from one foot to the other.
"Sir," Darcy mercifully interjected, "I beg
you will excuse us, as I wish to introduce Mrs. Darcy to Lady Maria."
"Yes of course," he responded to their retreating
figures.
"What did you expect sir? Two heads?" the Colonel
chuckled.
The Earl looked at the Colonel, perturbed. "I am not sure
what I expected, but she is not it. I do not know what she is."
"She is Darcy's wife, sir." The Earl huffed in
response to his son's impertinence and went to speak to another guest.
As they went into dinner Elizabeth found herself seated
across from her husband and with Colonel Fitzwilliam to her left. On her right
sat one Sir Hamley. Sir Hamley was a gentleman of one and sixty, of an old
family long accustomed to providing services to the crown, for which loyalty
the portly gentleman was lately knighted. He had a loud but in no way
displeasing voice that ran the course of the table with the determination of a
gale.
The dinner was progressing in a customarily dreary fashion,
thought the Colonel. He never could comprehend how his parents, generally intelligent
and sensible as they were, could be such awful hostsÑeverything was of course
the very best that station and rank could offer, the food, the wine, the place
settings, the titled and well-connected guests. Everything but the
conversation, he reflected, dominated as it was by talk of the latest society
events on his mother's end of the table and talk of hunting at his father's.
There was little wit, little enthusiasm, little genuine warmth; there was an
excess of beautifully constructed phrases, devoid of meaning or originality.
Everyone was professing the most proper opinions in the most proper language.
What a bore, he mused. To his further irritation Elizabeth, his one hope of
relief, was unusually quiet. Perhaps it was because she sensed that the Earl's
eyes were constantly upon her, judging and watching and listening. The Colonel
wondered if his father was seeking evidence of that oft remarked upon wit, the
vaunted liveliness, the intelligence so unmistakable in her steady gaze and
brilliant eyes.
Growing distracted, he almost missed Sir Hamley's
dismissive retort, in his gale-like voice, to another diner's comment.
"But what can one expect from a tradesman?"
"Excuse me, sir?" Elizabeth inquired politely.
The Colonel looked first to the Earl and then to Lady Maria
and noted the former grasp his hand into a fist and the latter pale, as though
all their greatest fears regarding Darcy's marriage to the unconnected, unknown
quantity of a girl were about to materialize into disaster at their very proper
and elegant table, as if the specter of her infamous connection to trade had
obtrusively floated into their sanctified hall for all their guests to witness.
Turning his attention to Darcy, the Colonel was surprised by the hint of
amusement on his countenance, as though he saw the matter quite differently, as
though he awaited in anticipation of the certain delight to be experienced in
the deftness of his wife's mind and the subterfuge of her sweet address.
"Tradesmen, Mrs. Darcy, what are we to expect of them
but such lowly behavior?"
It was not a universally known fact that the new Mrs. Darcy
had a tradesman uncle; in fact, little was known about the former Miss Bennet,
other than the verity that she was now Mrs. Darcy. She was established as the daughter
of a southern county gentleman whose estate was too unimportant to be acclaimed
beyond its own immediate vicinity. That remarkable fact was enough to entertain
the gossips who had long entertained the notion of a more illustrious match for
the highly sought Mr. Darcy of Pemberley.
Elizabeth turned her lovely, vivacious countenance to Sir
Hamley and replied in a firm and calm voice. "If I may be so bold Sir
Hamley, I would expect from a tradesman exactly what I expect from a
gentleman."
"Indeed you cannot be serious madam." Sir
Hamley's voice boomed over the table and all other conversation swiftly
desisted. "Surely you cannot anticipate a tradesman can ever exhibit the
characteristics of a gentleman."
"Indeed I can and indeed I do. I believe the ideals of
comportment of a gentleman--honesty, honor, generosity--are such that we should
all strive for the same irregardless of our station in life. Perhaps we should
not be so quick to deny a tradesman the same characteristics of honor and
integrity we so freely bestow upon a gentleman, merely for the accident of his
birth."
A faint murmur spread across the table as the diners tried
to discern if the accident of birth clause referred to the tradesman or the gentleman.
The Colonel glanced at Darcy and saw a small smile tugging at his lips as he
gazed and listened admiringly to his wife.
"I disagree with you Mrs. Darcy, we can and ought to
assume such a distinction because of rank."
"If I may broaden the argument sir, and if you,
Colonel Fitzwilliam, will allow me the leisure to exploit your rank for my
argument," she said, turning upon the Colonel a face alight with challenge
and pausing for his acquiescence.
"Most happily at your service, Mrs. Darcy," he
replied gallantly. As she turned her smiling countenance away from the Colonel,
resting her eyes a moment on Darcy before continuing, the Colonel was swept by
a wave of admiration. Although she was handsome, to be sure, she was not the
most handsome of women, yet she had a quality, an alluring radiance that was
captivating. I can testify that she has a way of stealing your heart away
quite without warning,
Darcy had said.
The Colonel turned his attention back to her argument.
"If we anticipate brave and loyal service to the crown
only from the officers of our army and navy, men such as Colonel Fitzwilliam,
and not of our infantry, which is so often composed of young men of a lower
rank, we could never anticipate victory. Should we anticipate that the Colonel
would be a noble soldier because he is the son of an Earl but that a boy under
his command, just a shopkeeper's son, perhaps, will not be? If we should follow
such reasoning, we would then not anticipate our empire's greatness, rather we
would anticipate its inconsequence. We must as loyal subjects wish for and
anticipate the best from all men in uniform, not only those from the highest
ranks of society. Would you not concur?"
"Naturally. But I fail to understand how that compares
to what we are to expect from a tradesman."
"It is this sir, that we must judge a man by his
conduct not by his place in society. Certainly there is as much a distinction
between the man who keeps a shop dishonesty and without evenhandedness and so
does not provide an honest living to those who must depend upon him and the man
who runs a warehouse of goods from across the empire with such honesty and
industriousness as to improve his lot in life, as there is between that later
tradesman and a profligate eldest son who squanders the very heritage he is
born to promote and protect. If the first shopkeeper and the eldest son are
both profligate, where lies the great distinction? Who then is the greater man,
sir, the tradesman whose integrity, whose honorable conduct, allows him to rise
in the world or the so named gentleman who, through his conduct, verily
renounces all his rank affords and demands?"
Sir Hamley smiled broadly and turning to Darcy said in half
jest, "Your wife is quite the democrat Mr. Darcy. Preaching the demise of rank
she is. Quite bold in given company I dare say."
"Sir Hamley," Darcy replied calmly, "you
have misapprehended my wife's meaning completely."
"How so? She preaches the rise of tradesmen and the
confusion of rank."
"Indeed she said no such thing."
"Certainly I did not. I speak of individual men, not
of a collective. Society cannot function if we have not some structure, if we
do not all understand our role and our duties within it. It need not be so
immutable, however."
"Instead I believe she has rightly suggested,"
added Darcy, "that as a society we might be better served to learn to
judge men by their own merits and that we should expect from all men the same
superior standards of behavior we commonly require of a gentleman. We would then
be, as individuals and as a society, the richer for our resulting greater
humanity."
"Of course, Sir Hamley," Elizabeth added
ironically, "I have no other but a woman's reason."
"I shall not abide such feigned meekness from you,
Mrs. Darcy!" Sir Hamley exclaimed cheerfully. "Instead I shall retort
with my own words of the Bard and insist that, though she be but little, she
is fierce."
"Truth is truth," Darcy added dryly, while looking at his wife
with an impish gleam in his eyes. "To the end of reckoning." Whereupon the entire
collected company shared in a delighted, if not entirely dignified tumult of
laughter.
Throughout the exchange, the Colonel had closely observed
his father and seen how his gaze was fixed upon Elizabeth with a look of
cautious fascination. Therefore, when the party began to separate and the
gentlemen moved toward the smoking room, the Colonel walked to the Earl's side
and whispered into his ear. "Not at all simpering, eh father?"
"No, not at all simpering." The Earl's voice was
curt and expressionless.
"She handled the situation quite well, would you not
say? Very discretely defending the honor of her uncle without your guests being
the more aware of it, without causing discomfiture to anyone at all, really.
But neither allowing slight, by default, to fall upon her uncle. Loyal and
intelligent perhaps, sir, but certainly not simpering."
"It was handled with grace and certainly does show an
admirable inclination toward loyalty, as you suggest." The Earl conceded
the point, but dependably unwilling to admit error, he continued,
"Nevertheless, it is really infamous that I should need be concerned with
the honor of tradesmen at my table, Richard. Mrs. Darcy's evident merits of
mind do not alter that had Darcy married a young lady from a more appropriate
family your mother and I would have never had to endure such an awkward
situation."
"I would venture to argue father, that you would not
have had such an exceptional repartee at your table either. No stupidity there,
sir."
"No. It would appear not. Although I wonder how
maidenly a display it was."
"Sir, when have you ever admired squeamish, maidenly
types?"
"Never. But your mother prefers ladies who are more
reserved and quiet. Not so decided in their opinions."
"Perhaps sir, but clearly, Darcy does not." And
with that the Colonel chuckled merrily as he made his way to the port. Glass in
hand, he moved to join his cousin just as a conversation commenced between
Darcy and Sir Hamley.
"Mr. Darcy, what a fine young wife you have found
yourself. Not just a handsome
creature but quite an agile, original mind as well."
Darcy bowed his head in acknowledgement, his expression
impassive.
"Wherever did you find her?" Sir Hamley
continued. "I do not recall her out in society. I would have never
forgotten such a lively creature."
"Kindly desist, Sir Hamley, in referring to my wife as
a creature," he replied disapprovingly.
"Such particularity Darcy. But then you are still
newly wed. Charming as she is, as a husband you must learn that wives are for
our amusement and they really are no better than any other creature we must
tend to."
"I shall never learn such a barbarous and
disrespectful attitude toward my wife and must insist that you abstain from
this line of argument in my presence." Seeing Darcy's grave and brooding
expression Sir Hamley, a generally gregarious sort, changed the course of
conversation.
"I grant you she appears to be out of the common way
of fashionable females. Where is she from? Who is her father? Who are her
people?"
The Earl sent Darcy a knowing, disparaging smirk to which
Darcy responded with no more than a steady cold stare as he responded in an
even, indifferent tone. "Her father has a small estate in Hertfordshire.
He has no taste for Town and so you are unlikely to be acquainted with
him."
"Ah yes, unsullied country gentlemen," the Earl
intoned derisively. "They can be such a singular lot."
Darcy simply turned away and pulled his cousin apart from
the group. "Your father can be quite insufferable, Fitz," Darcy said
haughtily.
"Do not allow it to bear upon you Darcy. The old goat
is simply feeling quarrelsome finding all his predictions come to naught. You
know how he abhors being in the wrong and he is, I am quite sure for I have
observed him closely this evening, now finding it rather problematic to
continue opposing your choice of a wife. I dare say he will be mortified when
he sees his hand selected daughter by your Lizzy's sideÑsuch an insipid lady
can only look the more so in your wife's delightful light." Darcy raised
his eyebrow inquisitively. "The Engagement Ball, Darcy, not yet announced
but it shall be soon enough. It will be an absolute bore. You must stay in Town
another fortnight and attend. Say you and your wife shall attend. Come, for my
sake old chap."
"I will inquire as to Elizabeth's preference. I will
leave the decision in her hands."
"Oh then you shall stay, I will make sure of it."
Darcy shrugged his shoulders indifferently.
Half an hour later the gentlemen joined the ladies in the
drawing room, the cousins making their way directly to Elizabeth who sat in
conversation with Lady Maria, Georgiana and a plump, gray-haired lady--a Mrs.
Greystock.
"Darcy," the Colonel jibbed, "I shall save
Georgiana and you must save Lizzy. Why the former looks quite terrified and the
latter quite bored, much as each is trying to dissemble their state."
"Yes Fitz, after all, I did promise my wife that I
would be her own Saint George."
"You mustn't disappoint then." Darcy bowed to the
Colonel mockingly and went to his wife's side.
"Mrs. Darcy, the fire is particularly strong this
evening and I fear the room may be too warm for your liking. Should you care
for a refreshing turn about the garden?"
"In this cold, Darcy?" Lady Maria intoned with
disbelief.
"It is a lovely evening, madam, not at all cold. Mrs.
Darcy?" he repeated, disregarding his aunt's disapproving look.
Elizabeth replied with some evident relief. "That
would be most welcome, Mr. Darcy."
The Colonel, proving less successful in his mission, began
to wander the room aimlessly. As he watched the customary flow of intercourse
he reflected upon the deficit of emotion, of excitement, the absurdity of it
all, and unexpectedly felt the constant drone of banal conversation, practiced
flirtations and the undisguised pursuit of interests oppressing.
"Richard! Come!" Edward called lazily to his
brother and motioned for his attention. "You have orders. Go fetch that
singular cousin of ours, mother would like to have some music and you know how
she insists that every guest attend."
"Singular?" was the Colonel's sole reply.
"Why yes, brother. Imagine taking his precious wife
out into the cold like this." He paused, and then added dismissively,
"Of course, she is a country bride and must be accustomed to such
roughness. Perhaps that's why he married her, a little roughness can have its
rewards for a man."
"Do not let Darcy hear you speak in such a manner, Edward."
"Will he challenge me if he does?" Edward replied
sarcastically.
"You, dear brother, are merely envious, realizing as
you have how far superior a woman Mrs. Darcy is to your Lady Patience
Faircloth." He was silent for a moment. "Or is it, brother, that
Darcy's acting in the interest of his own happiness, without regard to the
censure or pleasure of others, too painfully reminds you of your own cowering
to father's demands when your happiness had been so nearly in hand?"
"Oh, just go fetch them Richard," Edward
responded coldly.
The Colonel quietly made his way out into the large, walled
garden, pausing before making his presence felt. With a guilty smile he
observed them, curious to see this heretofore unknown side of his cousin and
friend. He had no recollection of having ever seen his cousin flirtÑputting
aside the peculiar, not strictly flirtatious intercourse he had with his now
wife in Kent. Using all the stealth of his military training, he moved forward
along the side of the house. Darcy's low, full laugh rose from a far end of the
garden. From his dark corner, the Colonel could see them clearly, standing in
front of a stone bench, in the moonlight, face to face, her hand playing
familiarly with the buttons of his waistcoat, her head slightly inclined to one
side, while he held her other hand within his own.
"Do be serious, Elizabeth. Has it been very
awful?" Darcy asked tenderly.
"To the contrary, my love, it has been rather
enlightening."
"Indeed?"
"Very much so."
"Will you not indulge me and tell me how so?"
"Happily." She looked him in the eyes and smiled.
"I now need never wonder again at your wishing to marry me."
"I thought we had already established why I wished to
marry you."
"Oh yes, that you ardently admire and love me," she
replied playfully, waving her hand in the air as if dismissing the import of
his ardor. "Perhaps I should say I have gained more clarity as to why you
love me so."
Darcy smiled. "And what have you deduced, my darling
wife?" He lifted her hand and bestowed a lingering kiss upon it.
"If this evening, together with what I saw in Kent, is
any indication of how your relations always interact, of the dinners you
commonly attended, why it is quite clear you needed me desperately," she
replied flirtatiously.
"And so I did, but why do you think so?" Darcy
insisted, his smile growing ever wider.
"Such excessive cold propriety, my love, such reserve
and perfection of behavior." Her tone was teasing and mocking. "Why,
now I think of it, even sweet Georgiana holds you in such high respect that she
dare not tease you as any sister rightly should. Clearly, my dearest husband,
you were in want of some cheerfulness, a little improper exuberance." In a
quieter voice, she added, "Dare I say some happiness?"
Darcy took her face into his hands, held it devotedly
within his grasp, and in a voice rich with emotion responded to her with
passionate gravity. "Dearest, loveliest Elizabeth. I did need you
desperately. I needed your liveliness, your warmth." He paused and laughed.
"And of course your frankness." Her hands began to creep around his
waist as they moved closer together. "Elizabeth! My darling wife! It shall
always be thus. With you at my side I experience the most extraordinary sense
of being alive as though for the first time, as though my soul had never
breathed before your beautiful eyes smiled upon me. My darling, darling
wife!" he repeated as he lowered his head and took her lips within his
own, lovingly, confidently, joyfully.
"And do not mistake the matter, William," she
replied softly. "For I need you just as desperately."
She laid her head against his chest and he wrapped his arms
around her and softly kissed her hair. "My Lizzy!" he whispered.
As her name floated into the air the Colonel suddenly
recalled Darcy's strange stammering that very morning when asked why he never
called his wife Lizzy. He recalled Elizabeth's blush and he understood. Lizzy. Darcy said it with such an
excruciating tenderness, such a soft, caressing intimacy that it was as though
the Colonel had breached the sanctity of their very bedchamber.
Darcy lifted her head from his chest, another barely
whispered Lizzy
escaping with his breath as he kissed her again and the Colonel was overwhelmed
with shame for having spied on such a private exchange, but somehow grateful
that he had. At that moment he hoped fervently that he could find something
akin to what Darcy had. It was so warm and affectionate, intense and
self-contained that he felt suddenly bereft as he recalled his expectation that
as a second son he would marry for more pecuniary reasons. Oh yes, he mused,
Darcy certainly has made a wiser choice then Edward.
Recalled to his brother and his mission, he quietly
returned toward the door and made as if just entering the garden, this time
noisily so that they would not be surprised as he summoned them back into the
music room.
"Darcy," he called out into the garden, "You
must come rescue your sister. Mother is determined to have her perform and
Georgiana looks quite ill at ease."
They entered the music room to find Georgiana indeed ill at
ease, if not yet in tears. "Oh dear!" Elizabeth cried and swiftly
made her way to Georgiana's side, Darcy and the Colonel following close behind.
"Georgina," Lady Maria was saying in a not unkind
but persistent tone, "you must overcome this silly fear. Why trouble
yourself with becoming so accomplished if you will not perform. There are only
family and friends here this evening. It is not such a very large party after
all. Come, you must not embarrass your brother by refusing to perform and
showing yourself a simpleton."
Elizabeth quickly sat at Georgiana's side and placed her
hand reassuringly on her forearm. "I do not believe that Mr. Darcy would
be displeased with Georgiana if she did not perform, Lady Maria,"
Elizabeth said sweetly, but firmly.
"Indeed I would not," came Darcy's deep and
commanding tenor as he took a place at his sister's side.
"Darcy you mustn't coddle the girl so much. How will
she ever take her place in society if she cannot perform even a simple
traditional song. She need not play a concerto, but she must perform. I insist.
I will be quite offended if you refuse me Georgiana."
Georgiana looked into her folded hands with trepidation.
Her voice came soft and meek. "But the company is so large, aunt."
"Georgiana," Elizabeth intoned in a gentle voice
that could not but impress Lady Maria with its warmth and compassion. "Is
it that you do not wish to sing or that you do not wish to perform at
all?"
"Oh Lizzy, I could certainly not sing in such
company."
"Would you be comfortable accompanying me, Georgiana?
We could perform one or two of those charming airs we have been amusing
ourselves with these last days. Shall we then?" Her voice was so
unimposing, her manner so kind and open that one could not help but be
reassured.
"Oh yes Lizzy," Georgiana exclaimed, her large,
blue eyes alight with gratitude and admiration. "I should not feel so
afraid if you would perform with me."
"Would that be acceptable, Lady Maria?" Elizabeth
asked politely.
"That would be delightful, Mrs. Darcy. I am pleased
you have been more successful then I in encouraging the dear girl. I find it
unacceptable that she should suffer such bouts of timidity. It is hardly
befitting a girl of her station."
Darcy visibly smarted at Lady Maria's harsh assessment of
his sister. "She is but sixteen, Lady Maria."
"Old enough, Darcy," was the curt response.
Elizabeth rose from her seat and before moving to the
instrument turned to Lady Maria and remarked in a firm, quiet voice, "I am
certain, your Ladyship, confidence will come with time if she is but allowed
the opportunity to develop it at her own pace."
Lady Maria stared at Elizabeth, shocked at her boldness,
but as Elizabeth walked passed Darcy he took quick possession of her hand and
pressed it softly, whispering "thank you," before releasing his
grasp.
The Colonel, having escorted his young cousin to the
pianoforte was about to take a spot within the room to have a prospect of the
fair performers, when he paused to listen to Elizabeth's final reassuring
words. "You see Georgiana, while I sing the room will be so focused on my
imperfect voice as to quite ignore your perfect execution at the instrument. So
you have no need for trepidation my dear."
Georgiana smiled appreciatively.
The Colonel had heard Elizabeth play the pianoforte when
they were acquainted in Kent, but he had not heard her sing, and as she began
his surprise was certainly equal to that of all in the room but Darcy himself.
Darcy, for his part, was plainly rapt, gazing on his wife with an adoration
that could neither be bound nor disguised, most particularly when she turned to
face him and with a steady gaze upon him, sang the gentle, sweet Ben Johnson
verse.
Drink to me only with thine eyes
And I will pledge with mine.
Or leave a kiss within the cup
And I'll not ask for wine.
The thirst that from the soul doth rise
Doth ask a drink divine;
But might I of Jove's nectar sip,
I would not change for thine.
Her lush alto voice was perhaps not the strongest one could
hear, nor with the widest range, but its tone was so honeyed and artless, so
suggestive and alluring, so wholly unaffected as to be far more captivating
than many a more accomplished voice. She rested one of her small hands gracefully
on the instrument, while gently moving the other as she sang, causing her pearl
bracelet to provocatively slide up and down the elegant line of her round,
creamy arm. She exuded a light, pleasing grace in every small movement. The
entire affect of her carriage and sweet song was so thoroughly enchanting that
as the evening came to a close the Earl and Lady Maria could not but
acknowledge that she was, if nothing else, certainly no cause for
mortification. If only her connections were not so very unfortunate.
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In which the Colonel returns to London and encounters a
particularly giddy Darcy
Christmastide was long past and the winter season was
quickly drawing to a close. The Colonel mused upon the approaching ides of March
and wondered that his brother would agree to having the Engagement Ball, which
had been postponed due to the unfortunate passing of Lady Patience Faircloth's
godmother, set for such an ill fated date. But then, he recalled regretfully,
his brother had long ago abandoned any pretense of an independent will and
there was something so fantastically pathetic about a grown man doing so that
he found he could not respect his elder brother, much as he would desire the
contrary. He simply could not admire him, particularly when he thought on what
Edward had released without even the simulation of a fight, without a defense
even of his own right to determine some part of his own fate; that he, the
future Earl, the future master of a comfortable fortune and a fine old estate,
should bend so unfailingly to the current Earl's will like he was no more then
a blade of grass underfoot was a capitulation the Colonel could not but find
odious in the extreme, particularly as he clung with such persistence to the
limited rule he, as a second son, could wield upon his own prospects. Miss Vye
had been such a sweet, pretty and tenderhearted girl, and her serenity and
delicacy had delighted Edward from the first, but when her brother's gambling
brought the family to ruin Edward had made no argument against the Earl's: It
would appear that Mr. Vye has lost everything but his frock coat and Miss Vye
shall be required to seek employment if she is not taken under the protection
of some relation, which appears unlikely. Are you truly suggesting, Edward,
that the future Earl of ___ shall be wed to a lady's companion? Nothing more had been said and
Miss Vye had been abandoned by Edward at her moment of greatest need before any
promises had been made, but not before one heart was left betrayed and the
other, at the very least, sincerely touched. As the Colonel continued his brisk
walk in the invigorating, crisp morning chill he determined to think on it no
more. Why, if his brother could pass on without remorse, why must he feel it in
his stead?
Arriving at Darcy's door for the first time after a near
three month absence from London, he was greeted by the butler and directed to
the upstairs sitting room which was a private room for the family's use and
never one in which general callers were received. As he entered the room he
noted absently that it had been recently redecorated and felt more inviting,
more intimate then heretofore, although had he been asked to identify why he
would have been at a loss to explain.
"Georgiana, do I find you unaccompanied?" he
inquired as he took his young cousin's hand and kissed it gallantly.
"Yes, cousin Richard." To both Darcy and
Georgiana the Colonel's unexpected calls were never unexpected. He was
perpetually appearing in their home without warning or intention, whether they
be residing in Town or at Pemberley, and he was always greeted with the welcome
and familiarity their absolute sympathy afforded, more brother than cousin as
he was.
"Your brother and his lovely young wife are not at
home?"
"They have gone to the book dealer this morning. I
expect they shall return shortly."
"They did not ask you to attend them? They have left
you all alone? How monstrous!" he added playfully.
"Oh no, cousin," Georgiana laughed softly,
"they did indeed invite me to join them but I thought it best to let them
time alone."
"Very sensible, young lady."
"They wish to include me in everything, cousin, that I
might not feel myself too much in solitary, I am sure. Mrs. Annesly is attending
upon a niece who is unwell, you see. But I am not such a girl as not to
understand that they wish to have time unaccompanied."
"As I said, very sensible, young lady. Now will you be
more so and ring for some tea for your old cousin? There's a girl."
As Georgiana put aside a piece of embroidery she had been
executing upon his arrival and rose to ring the bell for tea, the Colonel took
a seat across from his young cousin's and observed her in silence. What was it
about these Darcy cousins, he wondered, that so pulled at his heart. For Anne
he felt nothing but pity and for his mother's nephew and nieces a sort of
good-natured indifference, yet these two creatures, these Darcys, stirred him
in a strange and profound manner. He, always the open and gregarious gentleman,
could not, had never been able to keep distance from the reserved brother and
the sweet, timid sister. It had been thus for years. Pemberley, he remembered
well, had always been infused with an excess of reserve, what with Mrs. Darcy's
long illness and Mr. Darcy's perfection of behavior, and perhaps it was the
resulting perpetual restraint of the Darcy children that had always impressed
him, attracted him, fascinated him. Or perhaps it was the inevitable
forlornness of two children more then ten years apart residing in that vast
building that had awed him when his own home, so much smaller than Pemberley,
older though it was, felt so much more intimate by comparison. Not that Mr. and
Mrs. Darcy had been pitiless or unfeeling. They had been kind to their
children, honest and caring parents, yet not perhaps affectionate. Darcy had
learned from them, most particularly from his father, who in all else was a
most excellent man, that distrust of others and their motivation, that
imperiousness of carriage that expected a Darcy of Pemberley's intentions and
honor would never, indeed could never be doubted or questioned. And none had,
not even the Colonel, until a country gentleman's daughter endowed with a
forceful personal integrity, had.
As the Colonel watched his young cousin he hoped she, as
had her brother, would be made the better, be taught the better by the same
association. Although he considered if perhaps the change required was more
fundamental for Georgiana. Darcy had not become a wholly different man under
Elizabeth's influence, rather he had become a better man, a man who understood
himself more fully and therefore was able and desirous of striving to rectify
his faults and to nurture his virtues. The Colonel sensed the changes he would
wish for in Georgiana were not betterment, but change. The Colonel wished
Georgiana could learn greater confidence, could learn to lift her eyes and meet
the gaze of others without trepidation, to speak to those outside her immediate
circle without mortification and to glory in her gifts with honesty and yet
without conceit. She had been too much out of the world, what with mourning a
mother's death and then a father's, her wretchedness at her own loss of
prudence after the near elopement, and then always so protected by both a
devoted brother and a dotting cousin. She had been motherless and sisterless,
and as a girl requiring from a guiding hand tenderness and affection she found
not but unbending aunts and well meaning, but inevitably awkward young men.
The Colonel lifted his eyes from her and looked about the
room again, again noting the new softness. Was it the colors, was it the
placement of the furnishings that the occupant's of the room might feel greater
intimacy, was it the landscape by the young Constable that now dominated the
room and brought the light and freshness of the country inside? Whatever the
cause--he had not the understanding for such matters--clearly it came from the
influence of the new mistress of the house. The Colonel smiled. Not, this time,
for Darcy, but for Georgiana.
"Now tell me, Georgiana, now that you have had time to
grow accustomed to it, how you like having a sister?" He inquired as she
prepared him a cup of tea.
"Oh cousin Richard, she is in every way delightful. Lizzy
is so kind to me, so warm and affectionate."
"And shall you at last have a confidant, my dear girl,
more appealing then your brother or I?"
"Cousin that is not right to say, I am sure. You and
my dear brother have always been kind and good to me. I shall always be most
grateful and I should never have that change."
"But I would, my dear. You can speak openly and
frankly with Lizzy about concerns you would justly not feel comfortable
speaking of with your brother, much less with me. Particularly now that you are
no longer a girl, but a handsome young lady. You shall always look to us as
your guardians, but she can be your friend, your confidant."
"Would she wish that, cousin Richard?"
"Do you have reason to suppose she would not?"
"Oh no! As I said, she has been most kind and open. It
is only I who have not dared, but perhaps I shall find the courage."
"I hope you shall, Georgiana. I am certain you shall
find in her a true friend and sister. They have been married these four months
now. Are you still unsure of her that you require courage?"
"Not of her, but of myself and my place."
"Your place, Georgiana, is what it has ever been. As
Darcy's sister that has not changed, regardless of his marriage. Surely he has shown
you this much, assured you of this, and I cannot imagine that she has been
selfish or surly with you, I did not think that her manner at all."
"Please do not misapprehend my meaning, cousin
Richard. I do not wish to imply that either my brother or his wife have been
unkind or ungenerous. Not at all. It is I who wish not to be an imposition, an
impediment to their happiness."
"An impediment, Georgiana?"
"I am not a child. I understand that a newly married
couple would wish for time alone, without the impediment of a charge."
"Georgiana, you are no mere charge and I am confident
neither sees you as an impediment to their happiness. Quite the contrary, you
are a requirement. You are Darcy's sister and you are fully aware that you are
his heart's delight. The fact that
you must now share him with Lizzy makes you no less dear to him, no less
necessary, and as you are necessary to his happiness so you become so for Lizzy
as well."
"I know this, cousin Richard, and please do not repeat
what we have spoken to my brother. I only want so very much to see him have all
that he has long deserved."
"Very well, I shall keep this as our confidence, but
only if you promise to disregard such childish notions in the future. Tell me
instead, is she also kind to your brother? Does he continue with that
infuriating air of smugness about him?"
Georgiana smiled warmly at the Colonel's portrayal of her
brother. "He is very happy, cousin."
"And what of you, dear girl?"
"I am well enough. In truth, my greatest joy is to see
my brother so."
"Is he very happy then?"
"Indeed, I have never seen him so before."
Georgiana paused a moment before continuing with some reluctance, unsure as to
the propriety of the observation she wished to share. "I must observe, however,
he allows Lizzy the most shocking liberties, cousin."
"Shocking liberties? In your presence? Why, whatever
do you mean, Georgiana?" The Colonel's tone was suddenly severe with
concern.
"Oh I did not mean to imply anything by it," she
stammered, suddenly embarrassed and blushing profusely. "I meant only that
she speaks to him in a manner I have never heard him spoken to before. In a
manner I would have expected him to find objectionable."
"My dear girl," the Colonel laughed. "Of
course she teases him beyond all measure, she has from the beginning you see.
It is part of why he delights in her. I am sure he is weary of so much
obsequiousness as he has endured since, well, always really. He finds her
teasing, I am sure, charming."
"I could never behave in such a manner," she
replied almost defensively.
"You could never behave in what manner, dear
sister?" Darcy's strong and deep voice filled the room as he and Elizabeth
appeared in the doorway. "Fitz," he continued, "you are still
her guardian. I trust you are not leading her into mischief."
"Not at all," he chuckled as he rose to greet
them. "She was just remarking on Lizzy."
"Oh no cousin, please." Georgiana blushed in
mortification.
"Silly girl, whatever you were speaking of is
certainly of no matter. Elizabeth will not be offended, I am certain." As
Darcy spoke the Colonel looked at him with curiosity. There was something amiss
as Darcy spoke, a strain in his tone, a strange bridled ebullience seemingly
bucking against restraints.
"Now I am quite curious," Elizabeth interjected
in her naturally lively manner. "Fortunately, I know Georgiana is too
generous to be unkind, I am sure to my undeserved advantage."
"Georgiana wonders about how teasing you are with her
brother is all," the Colonel replied lightheartedly. "She is rather
shocked by your manner and is sure she could not be so bold herself."
Elizabeth laughed and walked to Georgiana's side.
Georgiana, blushing deeply and unable to raise her eyes, whispered an apology.
"Pray forgive me Lizzy, I did not intend to offend you."
Elizabeth took Georgiana's hands reassuringly into her own.
"You, sweet girl, could never offend me. As regards teasing your brother,
do not listen to your cousin's encouragements. He knows not of what he speaks.
I believe you are wise to withhold on such teasing ways yourself for the
moment."
"Why?" Georgiana asked with genuine interest as
she turned her large, blue eyes upon Elizabeth's face.
"Georgiana, a man may permit liberties from his wife that
he will not permit from a sister, particularly one more then ten years his
junior. Brothers, I am told by friends who suffer them, are far from the
perfectly tolerant creatures they all pretend to be."
Elizabeth turned to Darcy and arched her eyebrow impishly.
Darcy responded with an exaggerated grimace while approaching his sister and
placing his hand dramatically on her shoulder he said, in a mockingly superior
tone: "A veritable ogre I am!"
"Yes, a veritable ogre!" Elizabeth smiled.
"No, Georgiana, I believe that while you would not be amiss allowing your
affection for your brother to overwhelm your respect for him from time to time,
he is still not so very accustomed to teasing and might not know how to respond
to a sister's affectionate impudence. Allow me to tutor him a while longer if
you will and then you shall have your try when he is not such an ogre any
longer."
"If I am a veritable ogre, my darling wife,"
Darcy responded with a laugh, as he took her chin into his hand, "you are
a veritable minx!" He then joyfully and unceremoniously kissed his wife
soundly on the lips, leaving her as nearly astonished as were the Colonel and
Georgiana. Apparently unmindful to this uncommonly open display of his
affections, Darcy turned to the Colonel and spoke as though nothing remarkable
had occurred.
"Fitz, what brings you to London?" Eyes alight
with some unrelated enthusiasm and his tone sardonic, he continued, "I
supposed you to be on your way south carrying important messages for your
esteemed General."
"Ah Darcy, such a regrettable lack of respect you hold
for the services I provide for the greater glory of the crown!"
"I cannot imagine why," Darcy replied dryly.
Waving his hand to dismiss the retort, the Colonel informed
the room of his new orders. He was to remain in Town through April to be
available to provide vaguely expressed services for Major General Wharton.
"Ah, well then," Darcy turned to Elizabeth,
"we shall be seeing a great deal of Fitz, my dear. When he is in Town on
business for the General he rarely has any actual business to conduct and he is
therefore frequently bored and restless. Of course, while in Town purportedly
on said concerns for the General it would hardly do for him to be seen about
the Clubs ever day for the entirety of the day. As a result he spends a great
deal of time at our billiards table, or, alternatively, at our dinner
table."
"I am here now, at any rate, ready to challenge you at
the rapiers if you are so inclined and most definitely prepared to share in your
repast tomorrow evening, which, I understand from my mother, shall be a very
elaborate affair. I trust, Lizzy, one more setting will be no trouble at all
and will not unduly disrupt your seating arrangements."
"Not unduly," she remarked wryly. "Although
I hasten to add that your mother should not have excited your anticipation.
There shall be food, wine, conversation and music. No different, I am sure,
then countless other dinners you have attended."
"I am inclined to suspect otherwise," he replied with
a smile.
With some cajoling, the Colonel soon had Darcy on his way
to the club for a session at the rapiers. As they made their way along the
busy, chilly streets, the Colonel watched and listened to his cousin in some
confusion. Darcy was displaying the same strange energy he had witnessed in the
house, as though the man were barely able to contain some profound, roiling
emotion. He spoke incessantly, erratically, distractedly the entire way to the
club, speaking now on the wonderful briskness of the late morning air, now on
what a delightful evening the morrow promised to be with his wife as hostess,
for she was a most charming hostess, now on how Elizabeth had taken to
Pemberley and Pemberley to her, now on his desire to purchase a new mare for Georgiana,
now on the state of war and peace on the Continent. The Colonel had never seen
him so unbound and finally determined the only word to describe Darcy's unusual
demeanor was giddy. His strong, reserved and often taciturn cousin was verily
bursting with giddiness and the Colonel could not determine whether he found it
more amusing or disquieting to witness.
The Colonel and Darcy always enjoyed fencing together. They
were well matched. While the Colonel had the better of training, Darcy was by
nature more athletic and agile; both were equally desirous of winning and both
approached the exercise with a matching solemnity. However, as this particular
match progressed the Colonel's bewilderment with Darcy increased. Darcy always
utilized his natural reserve to good measure when in competition of any
sortÑfencing, cards, billiards, whatever the game--never displaying
satisfaction, surprise or alarm. Today was quite different. Every point gained
was accompanied by an exclamation of satisfaction and every point lost with
some such equal exclamation of displeasure.
"I do not know what to make of you today, Darcy,"
the Colonel intoned at last.
"How so, Fitz? I have not done so very poorly."
"Surprisingly, no you have not."
"Surprisingly? And why, pray, surprisingly? I have
been known to best you, and quite frequently at that."
"You have no concentration at all today. Why, you are
positively giddy. And I am quite certain that in the entirety of our lives I
have never known you to be giddy."
Darcy chuckled. "Giddy it is then!"
"That's it? Giddy it is then! Come, Darcy. You must
explain or I shall think you have gone mad."
"Not mad at all, Fitz. However, giddy, while
completely lacking in dignity, may be quite inevitable. At least for today. I
am sure by tomorrow I will have recuperated my dignity, fear not."
The Colonel lifted his rapier in invitation and placed
himself in just distance. "I challenge you, Darcy! Should I win the next
point you will tell me what has you in such a state."
"Accepted, Fitz! En guard, then"
The Colonel quickly and easily won the point.
"Unquestionably mad!" the Colonel laughed in
response. "Not only am I fairly certain that I have never seen you giddy,
but I am absolutely certainly that I have never seen you give me a point, and
this you have done now without even so much as a pretense of countering."
Darcy bowed dramatically. "I must then honor my
debt."
With his free hand, Darcy grabbed his cousin by the shirt
and pulled him close. "Fitz, you shall keep this information private for
the moment, but I shall, with pleasure, honor my debt to you."
"Go on then, Darcy!"
Darcy released his hold on his cousin and as Darcy spoke,
his voice quiet but fervent, the Colonel beheld a face utterly glowing with
rapture. "This very morning, my dearest, most darling, most wonderfully
delightful wife."
"Yes, yes. Sheer perfection she is, Darcy. Now get on
with it already!"
With a broad smile Darcy finally revealed the source of his
profound delight. "My most excellent wife has informed me that she
suspects she is with child! Now is that not some cause for giddiness, dear
cousin?"
"Suspects or is?"
"Confidently suspects."
"So soon, Darcy?"
"Soon! Why we have been married these four months now.
More than time enough."
"Well then," the colonel returned with a smile,
"allow me to say what excellent, speedy work, Darcy."
Darcy smiled mischievously. "No work involved, Fitz.
Unlike other unfortunate fellows of our ilk, I married a woman I adore to
distraction! There is no work in loving my wife."
"Oh Darcy! Now I know you are most certainly gone mad,
that you, of all men, should make such a comment, such an allusion!"
"Giddy, mad. Call me what you will, but come September
you will call me a father, for I shall have a son. An heir!"
"A son, will you? Such confidence. But is not your
delightful wife one of five daughters?"
"Inconsequential detail, Fitz. Cannot you military men
recognize precedent and such? I am the eldest child as was my father before me,
as was his father before and as was his father before. It is quite
inconceivable that my eldest should be anything but a son as well."
"Oh yes," the Colonel laughed merrily,
"quite inconceivable!"
"Speaking of fathers, if you are of a mind to skip
dinning with your own and are more inclined to return with me to Grosvenor
Square you will be required to first accompany me to Bond Street."
"To Bond Street?"
"Yes. I am much inclined to purchase a gift for my
wife. Perhaps one of those fine shawls from India for her morning walks. Shall
you return with me or will you indulge the old goat with your charming repartee
instead?"
"Oh I shall return with you, Darcy, most definitely. I
do not believe I have ever seen anything as amusing as the sight of you giddy,
mad and delirious with joy. It is a remarkable sight indeed! Whereas back at
the old goat's house I have only the tiresome droning on about arrangements for
the wretched Engagement Ball from mother, father's persistent satisfaction with
the match and my brother's utter indifference to all of it."
"Your poor, wretched brother. If I thought a marriage
of convenience distasteful when the family was so exasperatingly pushing Anne
upon me, imagine my view on it all now. Your father maintains that I am a new
fangled romantic, that I have abandoned all reason. Whatever it is that I am, I
clearly made the wiser choice. Now that I have Elizabeth and know what it is to
be married to the woman one loves, to have her always at your side and to
freely imbibe of her very presence, I cannot but pity the poor fellow to never
know the better of it all."
"I would not waste your sympathy on Edward,
Darcy. No man deserves what he
will not defend."
"No, indeed!" Darcy replied, adding thoughtfully,
"I would wish, Fitz, that you never need make such a choice."
"Do not be anxious on my behalf. I shall surely remain
a bachelor and live off what the army gives me. On that, and of course, on the
generous indulgence of you and your wife!"
"I can promise you this, Fitz. Should it ever be
necessary, you shall never want for anything that I can rightly provide you.
Now accompany me if you would to Bond Street and then home that you might
partake of that indulgence of which you just spoke."
Soon enough the gentlemen were back at Grosvenor Square.
Darcy eagerly and affectionately presented Elizabeth with her gift and she of
course received her beautiful Indian shawl with tender appreciation. As he made
his way back to the Earl's in the evening, the Colonel did not think he had
ever enjoyed a meal at Darcy's table quite so thoroughly and he was replete
with anticipation to see Elizabeth as hostess. He was sure it would be as far
from an ordinary evening as he was slowly discovering that she was far from an
ordinary lady and that his cousin's marriage was far from an ordinary union.
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"You are cheerful this evening," Lady Maria
smiled as her son entered her drawing room and sat by her side. "Certainly
it is not the anticipation of a pleasant evening. I know these affairs of
society often bore you."
"They only bore me when the guests are a bore, mother.
I am anticipating a very pleasant evening."
"This evening is in many ways, Richard, quite filled with
unknowns, so I would not anticipate anything."
"Whatever do you mean mother?"
"We do not know how Mrs. Darcy will perform as a
hostess at such a large gathering. I cannot imagine that she has much
experience."
"Are you concerned?"
She paused for a moment before answering. "Perhaps
not."
"That reply appears to indicate some change of opinion
on the subject of Darcy's wife."
"Are you aware that Mrs. Darcy has called on me
various mornings since their return from Pemberley?"
"Has she? And upon further acquaintance what is your
opinion?"
"She is certainly unlike the ladies of my common
acquaintance. Mrs. Greystock, who was visiting when she last called, quite
agreed. Perhaps that is why Darcy wished to marry her. He has always had a vein
of singularity under that reserve he so carefully wears."
"In what manner do you find her unlike your usual
acquaintance?"
"She has a forthrightness that is somehow
uncommon."
"Is that so very terrible?"
"Not at all. Yet it is not her forthrightness itself
that I find uncommon, rather the manner of it. It is mixed with a sort of
sweetness that seems peculiar to her. I confess that I begin to understand what
you told me before they were wed, that I must learn to see this all
differently. Perhaps I was wrong to be so concerned."
"You are not yet convinced?"
"After this evening I may very well be, Richard. You
must understand, while I may have appeared unfeeling in this situation, my
concern has been what is best for Darcy and when he first became engaged I
could not in good faith believe this marriage to be in his best interest."
The Colonel took his mother's hands within his own and
kissed her affectionately on the cheek. "I never thought you unfeeling,
mother, I only disagreed regarding the importance of her connections."
"You pay too little mind to these matters. This is an
important evening for the Darcys."
"This is not the first time since they have been wed
that they entertain."
"But it is the first time they entertain on this scale.
Hitherto they have entertained only intimates."
"I can comprehend why then this is an important
evening for Mrs. Darcy, who remains unknown to many, but why for Darcy? He is a
known quantity."
"He remained an unmarried man for nearly six years after
coming into his inheritance and had no sister of appropriate age to act as his
hostess. Therefore he has entertained only as befits an unmarried manÑsmall
parties of family and friends. This evening is as much his debut as it is hers.
As a married man he takes on a distinctly new role. His reputation, his place
within society will be impacted, therefore, by the success or failure of the
evening. Should the evening be a success I imagine that his marriage will be
deemed acceptable and she will be firmly established simply as Mrs. Darcy, the
mistress of Pemberley and the daughter of a modest country gentleman, and he
will take the place long reserved for him as one of the leading figures of
society. However, should she fail, the whispers of doubt which have accompanied
his marriage will become louder and more direct questions then have thus far
been raised will be raised regarding his choice. Even with his fortune, his
reputation will not withstand a failure and he would be reduced in stature and
hereafter considered no better then the plethora of undistinguished gentlemen
that plague London society."
"You make it sound quite forbidding."
"Richard, we live in an unforgiving society."
"Do you not exaggerate the importance?"
"Perhaps. Will her tradesman uncle be in
attendance?"
"I would assume so. I hardly imagine that she would
not invite them. I am given to understand that she esteems him quite highly, as
does Darcy."
"Curious," she muttered. "Well, it is time
we make our way to Grosvenor Square. If all goes well this evening, I promise
Richard that I will admit my error, but do not expect the same from the
Earl."
"Very well, mother. But in time he will come round as
well. It is inevitable. He admires people who are forthright, intelligent and
loyal too much for it to be otherwise."
"We shall see. Now let us make haste."
As the Fitzwilliam party walked into the Darcy townhouse
the Colonel whispered a stunned "Oh my!" causing both Lady Maria and the
Earl to turn their attention to what held his: Mrs. Darcy.
Never had Elizabeth looked as well as she did this evening.
Her face was verily radiating joy and her eyes, always the most disarming
feature of her pleasing countenance, were remarkably brilliant. Her hair was
elegantly coiffed so as to accentuate the graceful lines of her face and neck.
She wore a silk gown of a dark, aubergine color, with a delicately embroidered
geometric pattern of a slightly lighter shade; the unusual color of the gown heightened
the attractive, faint flush of her complexion. The neckline was deep and
adorned with a slight lace tucker of exquisite workmanship. Wearing no necklace
and thus leaving her beautifully creamy skin unspoiled by ornamentation, she
wore only a small diamond brooch in the shape of a flower pinned in the
vicinity of her heart. Everything about her attire was proper and elegant, and
yet the cumulative affect was so very alluring, so very distracting as to be
quite provocative.
The Colonel took in her appearance with unguarded
admiration and could not help but reflect that few women could appear to such
advantage with so little adornment. But perhaps it was that very lack of
adornment, the rejection of fashionable turbans and feathers, which made her style
of dress appear so personal and appealing. While her gowns were certainly made
of the finest fabrics her new station allowed and, indeed, required, and while
she now frequented the best dressmakers in London, her appearance overall
seemed so effortless as to be wonderfully pleasing.
"Richard!" He turned and saw his mother looking
upon him with concern.
"Yes, mother?"
"Pray, be cognizant that your attentions will not go
unnoticed."
"I beg your pardon?"
"Your attention, Richard, has been quite fixed upon
Mrs. Darcy since we entered. I will say no more for the moment, but I would
hope that I will not, at some future date, need feel concern with this growing
admiration."
"Oh mother, please!" the Colonel replied
disbelievingly. "She does look remarkably well this evening, but my
admiration goes no further then that of any gentleman's upon seeing a handsome
woman."
"I will take you at your word. Now, let us greet Mr.
and Mrs. Darcy appropriately. We have been standing about in a stupid manner
and it must appear quite awkward to anyone with the mind to observe."
The greetings were soon made, and as they turned to make
their way into the drawing room Darcy pulled the Colonel toward him and
whispered into his ear. "That suspicion, Fitz, is no longer just a
suspicion. So you shall congratulate me properly."
The Colonel smiled broadly and looked from Darcy to
Elizabeth. "So then, Darcy, it is not just the mere joy of a dinner party
that has you and your wife looking so well this evening, eh?" With a firm
handshake he left his cousin to other arriving guests.
The Earl having passed on ahead of them, the Colonel
escorted his mother into the drawing room where others were already milling about.
Lady Maria examined the room with the practiced eye of an experienced and
respected hostess. Upon considering one notably impressive floral arrangement,
she nearly gasped. "Wherever did she acquire those?"
"What would that be mother?"
"Peonies. In March. I am not aware of any hot house
that produces peonies in March."
The Colonel shrugged his shoulders. "Is that so
important?" He asked as he escorted her around the room.
"Perhaps not to the gentlemen in attendance, but to
the ladies it is noteworthy. It shows a desire to indulge and please her guests
that is gratifying."
"They are merely flowers, mother."
"Nothing is merely anything when a lady hosts her
first large evening at home."
"Has she made a good start of it at least?"
"Yes, I am pleased to say. She herself, as you so
obviously noted, looks remarkably well. The arrangements appear to be quite
elegant without being ostentatious. Therein, my dear boy, is the importance of
the peonies. The flowers go a long way toward setting the tone. A more fragrant
and lovely flower is difficult to find, and yet it is not an extravagant
flower, it is graceful and unpretentious. Yet to have procured them now, in
March, makes them unusual and it shows that she strives to ensure that her
guests are well served."
"I must be lacking in all perception, mother. For I
was quite convinced that all that mattered was the quality of the port."
"Richard, you persist in tormenting me. I am sure I
educated you better than this. Now escort me to the opposite side of the room.
I see Mrs. Bromley and I wish to greet her."
The Colonel deposited his mother in the company of Mrs.
Bromley, a highly regarded hostess whose good opinion could do much in the more
rarified circles of London society. Indeed, as he looked about the room the
Colonel realized that this evening indeed was much more than an easy party of
friends and acquaintances. While he saw and conversed with a number of Darcy's
Cambridge intimates, he noted in attendance more than one from the established
bevy of society's adjudicators. It struck him as peculiar that Darcy should go
to such lengths, as he knew that Darcy abhorred many of these people, and
certainly found the entire presumptuousness of said adjudication distasteful.
Yet, for the first time since Darcy's engagement had been announced the Colonel
apprehended that his parents' concern had not been born merely of displeasure
with Darcy's display of determined independence. Society would judge and that judgment would
impact not only Darcy's future standing and that of his wife, but the future
standing of their children as well, and more immediately, Georgiana's. The
Colonel, a man of the world, felt suddenly peculiarly na•ve, as silly and soft
in the belly as one of these newly fashionable romantics. And he recognized as
well that although Darcy and Elizabeth had stood against expectations when they
wed, they nevertheless acknowledged the peculiar consign society held upon a
person's fate and they were, this evening, confidently confronting those who would
be arbiters.
As the Colonel thus ruminated dinner was announced. He
watched as Darcy offered his wife his arm and they proceeded to lead the guests
to dinner. He was momentarily flooded with admiration. Not for either individually,
but for the two together. It was not because they made a handsome pair,
although they certainly did, but that they seemed possessed of an enviable,
almost tangible bond. He wondered if it was his own fancy or if others could
sense it as well, could see that powerful silent communion that inhabited every
look and every gesture they shared.
"What is that expression for?" Georgiana inquired
as she approached her cousin and claimed his escort into dinner.
The Colonel smiled. "I have discovered of late, dear
girl, that I am a sentimental fellow after all."
"I could have told you that long ago."
Georgiana's large blue eyes smiled upon him and the Colonel felt anew that
these Darcys truly were where all his tenderness dwelled.
At dinner the Colonel found himself accompanied by Lady
Maria and Miss Greystock, the daughter of his mother's intimate friend.
Although an ordinary looking girl, she was a good sort of girl and he always
found her conversation pleasant. Across from him sat Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner,
whose acquaintance he had made at Darcy's wedding. He noted that the Earl sat
to Elizabeth's right, and to her left sat one of the other highly ranked
guests, the Earl of Egremont*, whose great estate of Petworth was home to a
distinguished collection of art.
As the guests took their places and the army of servants
began to serve the first course, the Earl of Egremont, a courteous man,
respected and admired by all who knew him, bellowed to his host down the length
of the table with uncharacteristic enthusiasm, ensuring that the guests who
lined either side of the table would be silent to allow ease of conversation
between the host and one of his more distinguished guests.
"Mr. Darcy," he began, "I did not know that
you were an admirer of Mr. Turner." He indicated a large painting on the
opposite wall, depicting a winter morning in the country. "That is a
remarkable piece you have. You shall forgive me if I am so delighted as I look
upon it that I disregard all conversation."
"I am only newly drawn to Mr. Turner's work, your
Lordship. Indeed it was Mrs. Darcy who found this painting appealing when we
lately visited the Royal Academy. She was so entranced with this particular
work that I could not very well leave it behind."
Egremont turned to Elizabeth enthusiastically. "Are
you then, Mrs. Darcy, a connoisseur of painting? Although he has achieved some
success, sadly many do not find the appeal in Mr. Turner's work, finding fault
with his luminosity and color."
"I can claim no great understanding, your
Lordship," Elizabeth replied with sincerity. "I merely found the work
captivating. In truth, it is the very luminosity which appeals to me. People
often mistake the winter landscape as one bereft of beauty, yet he has shown
the fiction of that assessment and captured instead the particularly unique
form and texture of winter's light. You see, sir, I am very fond of walking in
the country and this painting simply reminds me of that pleasure. I have often
seen just such a morning as he depicts, in which the dawning light promises one
all the pleasures of nature if we will but look. It is perhaps an
unsophisticated cause for admiring a work, but such it is, your Lordship."
"Then it is your innate discernment that I must
commend. I had not seen this particular painting before. I am a great admirer
of his works and find this one particularly moving."
"Then your lordship should feel yourself at liberty to
come and enjoy its beauty at your pleasure," she replied with a smile.
"I believe I shall do just that Mrs. Darcy. I thank
you for the generous invitation." He looked at her for a moment in
silence, with a sincere and appreciative smile.
The Colonel leaned close to his mother and whispered,
"At least one luminary has been charmed, mother."
From thence the conversation flowed with ease. Painting led
to the fashion of romanticism in poetry, which led to the theatre, which moved
Elizabeth, Mr. Gardiner and Sir Patrick MacLaighid, an amiable Irishman Darcy
had befriended at Cambridge, to lead a prolonged and especially witty discourse
on the human condition and an argument as to whether Shakespeare or Moli?re
deserved more credit for the faithful depiction of its folly.
The hostess, of course, always sets the tone for an evening
and as this evening progressed the Colonel, not alone among this large party of
society's influential, was well neigh inebriated by the tone. Such warmth and
lively amiability, coupled with unassuming wit and intelligence was not always
to be had around a table in London society. Not a word was said on the current
fashion as regards the length of sleeves on a lady's gown, neither did the men
find time to wander into the art of hunting pheasant. Conversation flowed
easily between and among the small groups of dinner companions and the larger
assembled party, and throughout a meal in all ways pleasurable was served with
the unobtrusive efficiency of the skilled staff.
But it was not just Elizabeth that charmed the Colonel.
Across from him sat the Gardiners. Although the Colonel had made their
acquaintance at the wedding in Hertfordshire, he had not spent a great deal of
time in their company, finding himself, as he had, subjugated by the attentions
of one Miss Caroline Bingley. The addition this evening of Elizabeth's aunt and
uncle, and most particularly her quick and gregarious uncle, was most
contributory to the excellence of the evening. Indeed the Colonel was so taken
with his dinner companions and the general conversation that he did not take
the time, as he so frequently had of late, to observe his father in interaction
with Mrs. Darcy. If he had he might have been amused by the disobedient
convivial smile that tugged at his father's lips with some regularity.
Indeed the Colonel spared not a thought for the Earl until
after dinner as the ladies made their way to the drawing room and the gentlemen
to the smoking room.
"What a delightful evening. Are you enjoying yourself
father?"
"I confess I am, such splendid discourse is not always
to be had. Although I am concerned about that fellow there," he replied
curtly, with a nod of the head.
"What fellow?"
"That one speaking now so familiarly with Darcy."
"Mr. Gardiner?"
"Yes. I do not understand how Darcy can be so easy and
open with him."
The Colonel anticipated many things from his father, but
not this sort of intractable scorn, as though Darcy would dare snub his wife's
uncle in his own home, particularly such an agreeable gentleman as he was,
tradesman or not. "Father, he is a charming gentleman. I do not believe I
have ever had such a thoughtful and yet witty discussion regarding that nasty
little man we are so righteously aiming to defeat as I had with Mr. Gardiner
over dinner."
"I grant you he speaks quite well, but charm can deceive.
When a gentleman comes into Darcy's home and treats his wife with such
effrontery I would expect that Darcy would not be encouraging."
"Whatever are you speaking of?" Inquired the
Colonel in confusion.
"Did you not see how he has interacted with Mrs. Darcy
the entire evening, the excessive familiarity of his address."
"Father!" the Colonel cried in disbelief.
"You greatly misunderstand the matter."
Stopping his son in mid-sentence and ignoring all attempts
at interruption, the Earl continued in a hurried whisper. "I have done no
such thing. This is the consequence of poor connections. Yes, I grant you that
one and all find Mrs. Darcy charming. Indeed how could one not. She is
handsome, witty and in all manners agreeable, but do they respect her? Do they
treat her as an equal? It is a disgrace that Darcy should come to this, to
allow such familiarity toward his wife and in his own home. Wherever did he
even find this gentleman?"
The colonel was astonished by his father's outburst, but
had not an opportunity to correct his peculiar misconstruction as Darcy and Mr.
Gardiner were immediately in their company. Darcy had begun offering the room a
selection of cigars. As the Colonel turned to his father in an attempt to make
known to him Mr. Gardiner's connection to Elizabeth they were interrupted by
the general approval that arose regarding the unusual excellence of said cigars
and a desire by all to know where some such more might be procured.
"You must inquire of Mr. Gardiner," Darcy
replied. "That is, if he will reveal his source. He recently gave them to
me as a gift and has stubbornly refused since to tell me how or where he
procured them."
"The stock is limited my good man," Mr. Gardiner
smiled. "Should I reveal my source you shall all go searching it out and I
will not have you running out the supply. Mr. Darcy, you know perfectly well
where to find me whenever you desire more," he added with brotherly ease.
"I would urge you to be more forthcoming, Mr.
Gardiner," the Earl interjected as he savored the smooth, mellow flavor of
the finely wrapped cigar. "Such a fine stock is not easily found."
"It is not so difficult. Simply a matter of knowing
the right people," Mr. Gardiner responded with a wink and a playful
glimmer in his eyes that reminded the Colonel very much of Elizabeth.
"You mean finding the correct tradesmen?" the
Earl inquired innocently, oddly ignorant as he still was to Mr. Gardiner's
identity.
Mr. Gardiner merely smiled. "How would we survive
without tradesmen?"
The gentlemen laughed in response and dispersed again into
smaller circles for conversation. Darcy continued with his two uncles and his
cousin. "While Mr. Gardiner will not appease us regarding the cigars,
sir," Darcy said, "perhaps he would be more generous with my aunt.
Lady Maria was evidently curious as to the source of the flowers this evening.
It was Mr. Gardiner who led Mrs. Darcy to the supply. Indeed, with his
connections he promises to provide Mrs. Darcy and I quite enviable access to
many scarce items."
"Such lengths I have gone to for my niece, Darcy.
Peonies in March! Although I am always pleased to oblige her, I must
acknowledge she has not generally been so fanciful in her requests."
"I beg your pardon, Mr. Gardiner, your niece?"
the Earl stammered inelegantly. The Colonel watched his father's face pale in
recognition of his severe error in judgment.
"Sir, did I not inform you that Mr. Gardiner is Mrs.
Darcy's uncle when I made the introduction?" Darcy inquired.
"It would appear not."
"What an unforgivable omission. My apologies, Mr.
Gardiner."
Mr. Gardiner shrugged his shoulders. "It is of no
consequence, you had many invitations with which to occupy yourself this
evening. And it would appear, you now have other matters requiring your
attention," he said gesturing across the room.
As Darcy walked away to attend to his other guests, the
Earl muttered angrily to the Colonel: "That would explain the familiarity
I witnessed and you said nothing to correct my gross misapprehension."
"I beg your pardon?" Mr. Gardiner asked in
confusion.
"You appear to be very attached to your niece,"
the Colonel interjected.
"Lizzy is a great favorite in my home."
"I noticed no resemblance." The Earl remarked.
"I am her mother's younger brother, and we Gardiners are
as fair in coloring as the Bennets are not. Lizzy is in every way her father's
daughter."
"You are her mother's brother?" The Earl
understood at last that this was the infamous tradesman uncle and he could not
disguise his amazement at the revelation.
"That is correct."
"If I may observe, Mr. Gardiner, you appear to have a
rather remarkable degree of intimacy with my nephew. I confess to some
surprise. He is not easily intimate and since they have been married they have
spent little time in London, and here in London I understand you reside."
"He and I have had the opportunity to understand each
other quite well from quite early in our acquaintance. I must say, I have never
had the pleasure of acquaintance with a finer man."
"He does have a great estate," the Earl replied,
mistaking Mr. Gardiner's meaning.
"I have had the pleasure of visiting Pemberley and
indeed it is a great estate, but I referred to his character, your Lordship,
not his situation. He is a man of steadfast loyalty and deep affections,
honorable, honest, intelligent and generous."
"Oh, yes of course," the Earl remarked.
"I suppose," continued Mr. Gardiner, "I have
given him what my wife would call a most flaming character."
"Indeed!" chuckled the Colonel.
"In truth," Mr. Gardiner continued with his
customary openness, "Lizzy is very dear to my wife and I and so it is a
great pleasure to see her married to a man of such excellence of
character."
"The excellence of situation is, I am sure, equally
pleasing to your niece," the Earl retorted callously.
Mr. Gardiner stiffened with indignation and replied curtly,
"While I have had the honor of sufficient intimacy to understand your
nephew's character, evidently your Lordship has not had a similar opportunity
to come to understand my niece's or you should never have made such an
insinuation."
"And when I understand her better, what shall I
find?"
"A young lady of great integrity, a woman unimpressed
by excellence of rank, situation or connections where it is not matched by excellence
of character; you will find a young lady guided by her honesty, her principles
and her affections."
The Colonel could not fathom his father's intentions as he
heard him reply sarcastically, "I imagine a woman who appeared such could
make herself quite enticing to a man of my nephew's character."
"Sir, we are both men of the world, let us not mire
ourselves in innuendo. I am well aware of your position regarding the marriage
between your nephew and my niece. As you were unable to prevent it, perhaps it
would behoove you to recognize that, for whatever the difference of their
family situation, in character, in principals and affections they are
remarkably well suited."
"And I should forsake at last my reservations as they
are wasted at the end?"
"Were we not discussing Shakespeare at dinner? Let
me not to the marriage of true minds admit impediment."
The Earl stared at Mr. Gardiner for a moment, holding the
gaze of Mr. Gardiner's clear, intelligent and resolute gray eyes. "Might I
be so bold as to observe, Mr. Gardiner, that both you and your niece are two
most surprising individuals. You both defy category. You are both quite outside
of definition."
"Not at all, sir, we are merely two people who strive
to live with honesty and integrity. If that is unusual then it is merely an
unfortunate commentary on the quality of our society." Mr. Gardiner paused
and then, in a desire to return levity to the exchange, added, "If your
Lordship is truly interested in singular characters then you must wait to make
the acquaintance of Lizzy's father. Now there is a singular gentleman."
"Indeed!" Replied the Earl with sincerity.
"Then I shall await the opportunity with anticipation."
With an elegant bow Mr. Gardiner excused himself and made
his way to the port, where he was soon in jovial conversation with two of
Darcy's Cambridge intimates.
"So that is the infamous tradesman," the Earl
remarked almost indifferently to his son.
"So it would seem."
"A surprising gentleman to be sure."
Soon thereafter the gentlemen joined the ladies and a
request for music was quickly made. While Elizabeth encouraged Miss Greystock
to perform, the Colonel joined his mother.
"You seem pleased."
"I am Richard. She has been in every way an excellent
and charming hostess this evening. I am quite impressed with her ease. I did
not anticipate it. And Mrs. Gardiner is a very refined lady as well. Mrs. Darcy
has indeed made a success of it."
"Do you then admit your error, mother?"
Lady Maria only smiled. After a few pieces were agreeably
performed the soft and even voice of Lady Maria filled the room.
"Mrs. Darcy, we have been honored by such fine
performances this evening. Will not you grace us with your own as well. You
sang so delightfully when you last dined at our home. Perhaps Miss Darcy would
be willing to accompany you again."
Lady Maria's tone was so soft and familiar that those in
the room who had heard rumors of a chilling of relations between the two houses
as a result of Darcy's marriage could now not but dismiss them. Having now, as
she so much as admitted to her son, seen her error, Lady Maria was prepared to
use all her not unsubstantial skill and understanding to promote Mrs. Darcy,
and thereby the futures of both Darcy himself and Georgiana. Her change and her
intention did not escape Darcy's notice and as his wife and sister--the latter
reluctantly--made their way to the instrument, he approached her and took her
hands into his own. "Am I correct, my dear aunt, that you have come to see
things my way?"
"Oh, hush my dear," she replied with a smile.
"You and Richard are quite determined that I shall not enjoy any of this
evening's performances."
Darcy smiled and moved to a position where, the Colonel
suspected, he might have a better view of the two objects of his affection.
Although others who had performed that evening were better
trained, Elizabeth, who indeed looked quite beautiful this evening, sang again
with such a sweetness of tone and such an artless joy that the room was
captivated.
Love, thou art best of Human Joys,
Our chiefest Happiness below,
All other Pleasures are but Toys;
Musick, without thee, is but Noise,
And Beauty but an empty Show.**
"I now admit my error," Lady Maria whispered to
the Colonel as the room filled with appreciative applause.
It was some time later that the Colonel wandered down the
empty hallway and considered whether to simply depart or whether to ascertain
if Darcy was still up and about. He inquired of a footman still at his post and
learned the master and mistress had not yet retired and could be found in the
music room. Approaching quietly he came to the door of the music room and
leaned against the door unnoticed.
They sat together, very closely, very neatly upon a sofa
that faced away from the door, and Elizabeth's head was resting against Darcy's
arm. A soft, banter played back in forth between them.
"I recall that someone once said to me, long before I
thought so well of you as I do now, that you could be very charming when you
wished. Indeed, I believe I have never seen you as charming as you have been
this evening."
"Never?" he asked provocatively. She giggled as
he lifted her arm and diligently set to kissing the inside of her wrist and the
underside of her round, velvety forearm.
"Well, perhaps I should amend my statement and say
never while in company."
"My darling Lizzy, as long as you find me charming I
am quite indifferent as to what the rest of the world's opinion may be."
As Darcy lifted her head from his arm and softly kissed her
mouth, the Colonel loudly cleared his throat. "But Darcy you are ever so
charming!"
He felt a pang of remorse when he saw Elizabeth's deep
blush, but lost it as soon as Darcy spoke.
"Fitzwilliam!" Darcy roared as he stood and
turned a look of ire upon his cousin. "What in the devil are you doing
lurking about my house in such a fashion? Why are you still here? Our guests
departed more than half an hour ago."
"Such a temper Darcy!" the Colonel chuckled.
"I decided I absolutely must enjoy another of those remarkable cigars you
procured before I departed for the Earl's. Really, such a fuss. Sit down,"
he replied succinctly as he entered the room.
"May I congratulate you, Mrs. Darcy," he said
with a formal bow before taking a seat across from her. "This was a most
delightful evening."
As Darcy sat down again the Colonel noted with amusement
the glower that emanated from his eyes. All three were silent.
"Fitz," Darcy finally remarked in a steady, even
tone.
"Yes, Darcy?"
"Go home."
"Are you tossing me out of your house, Darcy?"
"Yes."
"Into the dangerous London night?"
"Yes."
"I suppose I would not be much of a soldier if I could
not get myself home safely."
"No, you would not be. Now leave."
"A soldier can always follow orders." Both made
as if to stand and the Colonel motioned for them to be still. "Do not
trouble yourselves. I can see myself out."
As he was walking out to the foyer, he turned on his heals
and on a whim silently returned to the door of the music room and looked in.
Engaged in what appeared to be in all ways an enthusiastic kiss, neither
noticed either his return or his retreat.
As he ambled back to the Earl's he reflected, as he often had of late,
on the delightful situation in which his cousin now found himself and he
wondered if it was really so very impossible to find a woman who was in
possession of both charm and a fortune.
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Edward Fitzwilliam, the future Earl of ____ was far more handsome
than his younger brother, Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was tall and well-figured as
was characteristic of the Fitzwilliams. He was possessed primarily, however, of
a certain hardness of mien which ensured that his less handsome but more
amiable brother was forever considered the more attractive of the two. This
evening as the Colonel walked into the drawing room and found his brother in
full sartorial splendor for the evenings Engagement Ball he thought Edward had
never looked so cold.
"I suppose after this evening you will be verily
promised, Edward." He remarked casually as he dropped himself into a chair
inelegantly.
"Sometimes, Richard, you really are a stupid
fool." Edward spit out the words with disdain. "You are fully aware
that this engagement was published in the papers a full fortnight ago."
"Ah yes, and has been universally acclaimed since as a
most excellent match. But tell me, are you quite reconciled?" The Colonel
inquired in a sympathetic tone.
"What nonsense is this? Reconciled to what?"
Edward replied frostily.
"I would think that is quite patently obvious. To life
as Lady Patience Faircloth's husband."
"She shall be my wife, I shall not be her husband.
When I am Earl I shall have a rank superior to hers, as you are well
aware."
"Now who speaks nonsense, for surly you shall be as
much her husband as she will be your wife, and I believe your rank will be
shared. But if you prefer to see it in those stark terms, may I remind you that
she has a fortune superior to what yours shall be."
"What is your proposition, or are you just wishing to
disturb my peace?"
"I cannot disturb what you do not have, brother."
"Further nonsense."
"Come, if you can not confide in your brother, Edward,
then in whom?"
"You do not confide in me. You have Darcy. Why should
I spare the trouble when your loyalty has always been given first and foremost
to Darcy, when it rightly should reside with your own brother."
"That is unfair Edward. You well know that I have
attempted to give you council on matters of great import and you have always
chosen to ignore it. Behold now the results. Tonight we celebrate your
engagement to a woman you neither love nor esteem."
"What has love or esteem to do with it. I respect
her."
"For her rank and her fortune."
"For whatever reason, I respect her. And when she is
my wife I shall respect her for being my wife."
"And you really have no regrets Edward, that you
forsook Miss Vye?"
"What would you have had me do? Her profligate brother
gambled away the family fortune in the most disgraceful manner. Was I, a future
Earl, to align myself to a family so debased?"
"What of Miss Vye? You do not repine her?"
"What does it matter?"
"You loved her."
"Love is a mere flight of fancy; a poet's delight and
a gentleman's torment."
"You know that is not so. You have Darcy there for the
truth of it."
"Darcy! You spend far too much time with Darcy."
Edward turned indignantly on his heal and began to exit the room, and then
stopped and spoke to his brother in a tone rich with disappointment and
resentment. "We are not all masters of our own destiny as he is, so do not
come to me with Darcy's romantic notions. You would be best to put them behind
yourself. You cannot marry a penniless girl. Your habits are quite as expensive
as mine. And pray do not torment me mercilessly with memories of Miss Vye.
Tonight I shall be publicly promised to Lady Patience Faircloth and I wish to
never again hear the name nor even a suggestion of Miss Vye pass your
lips."
As Colonel Fitzwilliam watched his brother disappear into
the festooned hallway Darcy's words came unexpectedly back to him. She need
not be your dearest friend, but for your brother's sake be open and receptive. Perhaps Darcy had been correct.
Edward was a miserable, pathetic enough fellow as it was, it would hardly be
brotherly to remind him of his misfortune when he would soon have daily proof
in the form of Lady Patience Faircloth's regular company. With a cynical beware
the ides of March
muttered under his breath he joined his family in anticipation of the throng of
invited guests.
The engagement of Lady Patience Faircloth, daughter of Lord
Randolph Faircloth and the long deceased Lady Hyacinth Faircloth, of Goodstone
Park, to the Viscount Edward Fitzwilliam, future Earl of ____, was considered
by London's high society as one of the most well constructed matches in many a
season. It was to the advantage of all. One offered more prestigious rank,
while the other offered greater fortune, neither came with hands empty, and
both were most advantageously connected. It was an alliance in all manners to
be admired. It had been accomplished through the diligence of the two elder
noblemen pursuant to the claim of duty to heritage with the full acquiescence
of the betrothed who, in point of fact, were not much more than passing,
indifferent acquaintances.
The first word a person was want to select to describe Lady
Patience Faircloth was inevitably the same: long. She was surprisingly tall and
with a figure so thin and lanky as to accentuate her already generous height.
Everything about her was long and thin: her figure, her face, her neck, her
hands. She dressed with great attention to the latest fashion plates, but with
a discernment which ensured she never looked ridiculous nor awkward. She had a
particular fondness for turbans. She was not pretty, neither was she wholly
unappealing. Indeed, had she been a woman of character, this character, in
conjunction with the always flattering blush of youth, could have made her, if
not handsome or beautiful, certainly notably attractive in an intriguing
manner. Unfortunately for her, hers was a figure and a countenance that was in
need of character, nay, that demanded character to display to its greatest advantage.
Lady Patience Faircloth had no such great character, instead in her countenance
was more often than not to be found an expression of distraction accentuated by
a perpetually slacked lower lip. And in her large and lovely toned dark blue
eyes there was but a certain blank, emotionless quality. Lady Patience
Faircloth neither wished ill on any person nor wished particularly well; she
was neither malicious, nor petty, nor generous, nor broad minded. She was
simply a relentlessly bored lady of four and twenty who had been obliged to
exert herself only as far as the basic requirements of her station, and so
never developed the habits of a just mind or a solid character. There was, in
short, nothing to fault her for, and just as surely nothing of particular note
to praise her for.
And this insipid creature, Colonel Fitzwilliam mused, was
to be his brother's wife and he recalled with sadness for his brother the
pretty and sweet Miss Vye who would have been the wife of Edward's heart had he
had but the courage. As the Lady arrived he watched as his brother proffered a
perfectly executed bow to his intended before leading her into the ball.
Propriety had called for the Colonel to greet Lady Faircloth and her father
with the rest of the family and he had barely been able to withstand the
displeasure, all the while wondering again when he had become such a silly,
sentimental fellow. Disgusted, he turned away to find himself being approached
by Darcy and Elizabeth. The contrast was too stark to avoid and as he watched
his cousin Darcy approach with his wife on his arm he admired him afresh for
having had the courage to take love where he had found it, regardless of what
less then desirable connections had come with it.
"Lizzy," the Colonel bowed, "You look lovely
this evening."
And she did look lovely, in that peculiarly effortless
manner that the Colonel found so agreeable. Indeed, he had suspected when they
first wed that she might have become overwhelmed by Darcy's significant wealth,
reduced by the weight of it, rendered capricious by the excess of possibilities
and thereby lose some of her charm, but he had underestimated the steadiness of
her character. Here she was now, the wife of a very wealthy man, and all her
attire and presentation now subtly suggested that wealthÑthe fabrics of her
gowns, the jewels, the highly trained maids to set her hair to perfectionÑand
yet she had not lost a bit of that artless grace that she had had as an
unmarried country girl living in a home of reduced means, she had not lost a
bit of her freshness, she had, incontrovertibly, retained that unpracticed
elegance, that natural playfulness that a gentleman could not but find
enchanting. She was not subjugated by his wealth as a weaker mind may have
been; she simply remained Elizabeth, Lizzy.
"Mrs. Darcy?" he inquired formally after
compliments had been exchanged. "May I have the honor of the first two
dances?"
"I am afraid Fitz," Darcy laughed, "your
gallantry is wasted. They are taken. Indeed I am almost certain her dance card
is entirely full. Is that not so, Elizabeth?"
Elizabeth smiled becomingly at her husband. "So it
would seem."
"Oh come Darcy, you cannot dance with her the entire
evening."
"I certainly may. It is one of the many advantages of being
married. I need never disguise my preference."
"But you have always despised dancing, surly you will
allow me the pleasure of dancing with your wife if for no other cause than to
release yourself of the burden!" The Colonel laughed affably.
"Fitz, you shall learn yourself at the most unexpected
moment that with the right partner there are no such burdens." Elizabeth
blushed as she rolled her eyes.
"Well, you shall at least dance once with Lady
Patience Faircloth out of respect for your cousin, will you not? And, if I may
most ungraciously add, to save him the necessity of too many dances with her as
well. It will hardly do for her to be sitting out a dance at her own Engagement
Ball and I cannot imagine any gentleman desiring to dance with her now her
dowry is claimed."
"You are very cruel this evening," Elizabeth
scolded.
"Perhaps, but Darcy must do his cousinly duty. After
all Edward has a lifetime of insipid conversation before him, we might save him
from his own disastrous future for half an hour. At that time, I claim your
hand Lizzy."
They continued on in congenial discourse with Elizabeth and
the Colonel providing the majority of the repartee while Darcy looked on with
easy pleasure. The Colonel was in the midst of an amusing anecdote about some
new foolishness of his General when he saw the look of ease suddenly disappear
from Darcy's face, only to be replaced by a hard stare of utter antipathy. He
stiffened entirely and as Elizabeth followed his eyes, her own open and easy
countenance developed an infrequently exhibited reserve. The Colonel turned to
see what had occasioned such a change and saw looking toward them with equal
hostility their aunt, Lady Catherine.
As Darcy made to turn and walk away in the contrary
direction, Elizabeth halted him with a subtle grasp of his arm.
"William!" the Colonel heard her whisper in a voice so controlled and
taut that he barely recognized it as hers. "Her presence is no surprise
and we had settled that this is no place to cosset your indignation. What lies
between is our own personal concern and I will not have you parading it for the
sport of Lady Maria's guests. Lady Maria does not deserve such a discomfiting
display of incivility among members of her own family. Please, William, let us
acknowledge Lady Catherine. This is no moment for resentment."
Throughout Elizabeth's reasoning Darcy remained perfectly
still, his eyes not leaving the cold, challenging stare of his aunt. He made no
audible reply to his wife, he merely placed his hand atop hers, which rested on
his arm, and escorted her across the room to Lady Catherine. The Colonel
watched, incredulous, as they exchanged perfect civilities.
Rushing to the Earl's side, he whispered into his ear with
almost boyish anxiety. "Father! Did you not observe?" The Colonel
directed the Earl's attention to the exchange occurring not a few feet away.
"Well," The Earl intoned with something akin to
impatience. "At any rate, Lady Catherine has the sense not to heave their
discord into the open. Although I confess to some surprise that Darcy would put
his resentment aside even for the evening. Lady Maria will appreciate their
effort to maintain propriety I am sure."
"You are incorrect, father, in your assumptions. My
aunt and my cousin simply stared at each other with barely disguised animosity
when they discovered one another's attendance. It was Mrs. Darcy that insisted
upon the civilities."
"Is that so?" The Earl remarked, watching
Elizabeth with a new respect until he was distracted by the attentions of one
of his guests.
If the Earl was pleasantly surprised by Mrs. Darcy's tact
and forbearance, Lady Catherine was perhaps not so very much pleased by the
general ease with which she moved about the room, nor with the frequency with which
she was recognized, acknowledged and, distressingly, admired. She could not but
reflect on that ill-conceived interview at Longbourn in which Miss Elizabeth
Bennet had dared to contradict her and had confidently calculated that society
would be too wise to share in any scorn should she, Miss Elizabeth Bennet,
marry Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy. Lady Catherine did not at all enjoy, it can be
surmised, to be thus proven so mistaken in her understanding and so she
remained only as long as propriety demanded, claiming a need to return to the
side of her poor, dear, sick girl.
Before the Colonel could enjoy his promised dance with
Elizabeth, he himself was required to pay his respects to his future sister and
so soon found himself partnered with Lady Patience Faircloth for the better
part of half an hour, and never had a set seemed so tediously long and dull.
She executed each move with perfectly unfeeling flawlessness; she replied to
his inquiries with no originality, no enthusiasm and no effort whatsoever to charm.
As he contemplated her daily presence at the Earl's table he searched for an
explanation as to why his father should have pushed this mindless, insipid
creature upon the family and was quite baffled. He was equally so as to how
anyone who sincerely esteemed Edward could consider this an excellent match. Sometimes, the Colonel thought, society
quite confounds me.
Freed at last from the monosyllabic Lady Patience
Faircloth, he claimed his dance with Elizabeth as Darcy himself was left to
partner with his future cousin. As they were but a few steps into the first
dance the Colonel noted Elizabeth barely able to contain her laughter.
"What has you so amused, Lizzy? While I understand my
cousin dances quite well I hope I am not so very lacking in skill?"
"Oh pray forgive me Fitz," Lizzy smiled warmly,
her eyes alight with merriment. "I was contemplated the sight of my poor
anguished husband."
"What ever do you mean?"
"Why, just look at him." The Colonel turned his
head and watched his cousin dancing with his future sister. Darcy's face was
immobile from the tedium, which gave to his mien the impression of a fierce
haughtiness. "I have not seen him wear that expression in ever so long and
I find it rather amusing now."
"Now?"